Mmm, I read this at my own leisure due to me only being able see part of the forums. And I know this is most definitely not the same, but about a month ago alot of you would know... my friend Jared passed away as well at the age of nineteen.

Bitexme... usually i do not plan to ask people to send in a forums connection, but HP is still my home and you are still one in my family even if I am no longer able to... well speak for myself.

It is a huge pain and a huge void when a friend dies and I know how it feels. That loss of that one extra hug you needed in the day, that loss of one extra voice.... but, hold on to the good memories. Celebrate the love... the joy and that great friendship you shared.

Celebrate the good, the bad, and every moment you had with her. Celebrate her...and she lives on inside of you. Like Jared's memory will forever be embedded in my heart and soul.

I do believe in an afterlife and hopefully your friend and my friend can find peace and friendship and family amongst each other, because that would mean alot. That my friendship with you extends far beyond the bonds of life her itself, I know Jared. If I want this to be watched he will be the cool friend he was. Life will go on.

In the old, the new... life and death. She will not be forgotten. Hopefully you know where to reach me if you ever need to talk about it.

I feel very sorry for your loss.