Tree-Hugger Diaries

7th Of January
Okay, okay. Everyone thinks I've died or something, but to be honest, I'm more than alive...
I saw this weird guy in Hogsmeade. He reminded me of someone who needed help, he wore a black coat, an he had deep black hair, he looked cool. I sat down opposite him, and said, "Mind if I sit here?" He smiled and nodded, and continued looking at the book he had in front of him.
I tried to talk to him, but all I got was hmmms, and ahhhhs. I knew he needed help, in some way, so I leaned right forward and said, "I can help you achive what you want, really I can help." He smiled and stood up.
I think I took it too far.
He invited me to meet him by the Shrieking Shack, and I did. I'm such an idiot. When he saw me there, he leaned forward and spoke to me, he said, "If you really want to help me achive, go into there, and bring me the blood vial."
And guess what? I did it. I went in, and almost got killed by, creatures, born of wolf and hatred. I've got a stupid gash half-way across my arm, just for him.
I came out, my clothes in rags, and my arm bleeding everywhere, and I held the vial of blood in my hand. He was all like, "Hahaha, thanks. I've also got a little bit extra too." He took the vial of blood from my hand, and licked up the blood from my arm. I froze.
He departed quickly, and left me in shreads. I'm such a pushover, I bet someone could ask me to do something and leave me standing in the middle of nowhere, someone could easily push me over, and pretend it was for a good reason. Insignificant Tree-Hugger, always trying to help...

Nathaniel Rhomas

*A quick entry is scribbled in scruffy handwriting on the next page*
Ever since that man bit me, I feel like I'm burning, burning so deep... He said I need to drink his blood to stop it, but Chase said no... I'm going to see this man tonight, and try to get out without Chase finding out. Whether he likes it or not, I need this pain to stop!!!

Tree-Hugger Diaries

10th Of January
Is this really my fate? Am I born to just live for a couple of years and then die? Well, die internally. I suppose I live to do die. When a flower blossoms, it blossoms with great beauty, and then that great beauty dies, and the flower shrivels up. I suppose that's what's going to happen.
I'm going to try and sneak past Chase using the disillusion spell. I shall stick to the shadows, and escape, and meet him there.
I can't get the burning to stop! I suppose the only way to stop it is to do what he says. Drink it.
The burning has taken over my body, it kills me. I've tried everything to stop it, every potion, every scroll, but it won't stop.
I collected some blood for the man from Lance Wilkinson. He had been... well, he got in a fight with Angelica Spellmoon? I think. And he was lying in a pool of blood when I found him; he wanted his blood back, and tried to barter with me, but I didn't accept. The man told me to get as much blood as I can.
So, yeah, I'm going to escape from Chase, he said he'd protect me, but... I'm sorry Chase. You told me not too, but I must. I'm so sorry. I really am.
I just hope you'll accept me when I become the monster you hate, when I become the darkness in which you feared and escaped from.
I suppose Chase, I'm taking it away from you after all, but not your illness, your darkness.
I'm sorry...
Nathaniel Rhomas

Tree-Hugger Diaries

12th Of January
Andrew owns me. Well, he hasn’t bought me or anything, it’s just like I belong to him. I don’t feel that way about our relationship, I just… I don’t know. I guess I want to feel that way. I know I’m an idiot.
I got an awesome outfit, right, and it had this awesome belt, and I was shopping, and found the most ADORABLE thing. It’s like a tail (not real obviously) and you clip it on to your belt. It was awesome! And then Andrew chopped it off with a severing charm…
Yeah.
He thought it was really annoying, and I suppose, if I really do like him, then I may as well try to please him; which isn’t hard.
Oh, I almost forgot. The serious part starts here:
I almost died today! That stupid idiot vampire that I was giving blood too, attempted to reward me. I refused his offer, and he took a skull out his pocket, saying that was what happened to his last slave. I still refused his offer, so he drained me of my blood, and left me to die in the ditch near the Shrieking Shack; luckily Chase came to save me. He gave me a blood transfusion (Poor guy, he must have like, hardly any blood left! Okay, that was an overstatement), and looked after me pretty well, also Amber Raind sat with me for a while, and Tammy Gin, they aren’t too bad after all. I guess I wound up Amber too much, and didn’t pay attention to Tammy.
Also, if I remember rightly, Zane Williams came in saying he was going to die, but didn’t want to talk about it… weird.
I thought I was going to die, when I went to sleep, I kept hearing Will’s voice. Spooky. Tammy said she heard it too. I’m waaaay better now.
Tammy is such a big… drama queen? Yeah, she wouldn’t admit she sent me two notes saying ‘Get better’ and stuff. I’m going to try and break through her emotional wall. I mean, Amber gave me flowers (Which were REALLY nice) and admitted it. I got some V-Fluid off Chase, which I haven’t touched, and won’t do until I get a clear head.
Andrew took me to his apartment, and I stayed the night. It’s really nice there at La Hotel De Ville, in other words, The Parisian Town Hall. I remember Will had an apartment there, and we discovered the torture chamber in the library.
Andrew also discovered a secret about me and Will, although, I’m not writing it down! No way!
Uh, so yeah, that was pretty much my day, exciting wasn’t it?
Oh, yeah, I tried to forget this but, I SCARED THE *This word has got a cleverly placed ink-splat over it* OUT OF MYSELF. I woke up in friggin’ Pinboria! I can’t remember how I even got there!
I was trying to find the docks, when I came across the beach. The same beach Will got soul-sucked. I screamed so loud, all the mackaled malaclaws ran out to see squealing. I hallucinated, and thought I saw a Dementor. I should’ve listened to Chase and not used Cheerio about a dozen times. I need to start listening again.
If I’d listened to Chase, nothing with the Vampire would’ve happened.
I such an idiot.

Nathaniel Rhomas
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((You’ll notice that Nathan doesn’t turn into a vampire. That’s because I was unsure about whether Nik, or any other DM, would let me, because I doubt any DM has seen me RP, so, I’m asking now, if I’m allowed to. I completely understand if my request is rejected because:
As stated above, I doubt a DM has seen me RP.
If my request is accepted thousands of other people will be all, “OMG! I WANT 2 B A VAMP1R3!!11!!!SHIFT!!!!ONE!11!ELEVEN!!!
So yeah, thanks anyway!))

((In order to actually ever see a vampire IG, a DM would have to put it
there. I know for a fact that one hasn't. Meaning you either made one up
yourself or you have one in your character's backstory.

No, your character won't become a vampire.))

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((Oh okay, I didn't really think I could roleplay one properly anyway! Thanks anyway!))

Tree-Hugger Diaries

13th Of January
Some people name their diaries, apparently. What should I call mine?
Oh wait, I already called it Tree-Hugger Diaries. What am I like?
I've been feeling really weird. I don't know why, I just have. Like, I said something to Andrew which I would never-ever even think of saying. And, I've decided to write a poem about my craziness:

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want him so much
Wanna fly him away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
'Cause I'm feeling for him what he's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head.

Wow, that was pretty good! I am getting better!
Well, I better get to class...

Nathaniel Rhomas

Tree-Hugger Diaries

15th Of January
I've noticed that I keep writing the wrong date, oh well.
Andrew and Connor got into a fight yesterday. Basically, Andrew won, and as Connor was walking away, Andrew kept on casting. To be honest, I think that was wrong of Andrew.
I know that Andrew and I are like brothers, but I know who's wrong and who's right in this situation.
I asked Serin about his brother Ray, and then Rhea told me off. Apparently Ray is a bad subject for Serin, and Serin got all emotional when I went. I had no idea that they even had a personality, I just thought they were like Sliver Vortec, and just walked around killing things and glaring a people. (Maybe Sliver has a secret past too!)
And, you guessed it, I want to help them. I know, I'm risking alot, and yes, it isn't a very good idea, because Serin doesn't like me. So yeah, I'm a super idiot!
Andrew gave me some weird pill things, and we went all weird. Although I felt better than after 20 spells of Cheerio. So yeah, I don't think I should have took them though... Nevermind!

Nathaniel Rhomas

Tree-Hugger Diaries

16th Of January
... Potions is fun. It's just soooooo addictive, to go in there, and 'accidently' put in the wrong ingredients. Then it explodes! WHOOOO! It's incredible! The rush of adrenaline pumping through your veins, and sometimes you get covered with green stuff! It's sooo fun! And, if you go to the big potions cauldron, and put in random stuff, gas starts flowing out and everyone falls over coughing! It's HILARIOUS!
Anyway, today was a bit boring. I just went around making countless Ginger Extracts, they taste sooo nice! And so do Porlock- Okay, I'm joking about the Porlock extracts. But, I never realised how nice Ginger was! (No offence to ginger haired people out there! Wait, no one's reading this, apart from me, so I can write whatever I want!) And, I need to make another one this very minute... so yeah. I should stop eating them. I might turn into another Archy Waslen... ugh!
So now, I'm going to... go to CE? I've stopped going there for a while, because I don't really need emotional support at the moment. In fact, I think I might go somewhere really pretty. Where there's flowers, and trees. Although, I don't know many places that do. How about, the garden? I haven't been there recently. I can attempt to swim in the great lake. I say 'attempt' because I can swim, but I'm no athlete, and I can't exactly go into the lake without getting my foot tangeled in some weed, or being scared to death by the freaky squid thing that pops up underneath me every time I relax. I'll have to find some weird potion that stuns that stupid thing, but doesn't harm it. I'm all for animals, but that squid seriously freaks me out.

Nathaniel Rhomas

Tree-Hugger Diaries

17th Of January
*A page torn out of a book is stuck into this diary entry*

Tree-Hugger Diaries

18th Of January
I AM FED UP. I AM FED UP OF GETTING DISGUSTING POTIONS TO MAKE! FIRST CUT A FRICKEN' VEELA EYE OUT IT'S HEAD, NEXT BOIL IT FOR 10 MINUTES IN FROG SLIME! Ugh.
I hate it! I hate this potion too:
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It's Disgusting! I don't want to make disgusting things anymore! It's gross!

Nathaniel Rhomas

Tree-Hugger Diaries

19th Of January
Wow, I messed up last night. BIG TIME.
First of all:
Andrew took me to a forest, and we looked at the stars and constellations. He said we were brothers, friends. I also asked him about why he's not happy. He said he's messed up in alot of stuff. That made me want to help him even more.
I saw RAY TYLN on Hogwarts grounds. Yes, R-A-Y T-Y-L-N. He was being weird, saying his name was 'Bill'. I think he was either pretending, or had some forgetting charm on him. He couldn't even remember his brother, Serin. I went to tell Serin about Ray, but remembered what Rhea said.
Serin got in a fight with Andrew, and I got really scared. I don't want them getting hurt. I'd cry for days on end if Andrew got hurt, never stopping. I don't want him to get hurt, please, I beg the celestials to look after him.
I told Andrew about Ray, and he went and told Serin. Yeah, smart move.
I wanted to apologize to Rhea, on Andrew's behalf, but I couldn't find her. I looked around, and found Brennan Brask. Andrew was right, he was good looking. Apparently half of Hogwarts think so too. Apparently Brennan's got his eye on Tiger-Woman. Well, Regriam Banther. To be honest, I don't know what he sees in her. She's a mean, obnoxious, liar, who hides her face behind a mask of a tiger... weird. I want one!
Brennan's quite nice anyway.
So, after ages of screaming at the Hufflepuff Common room door to open, found her in the EH. I walked through there, about, a million times!
She wasn't wearing anything, and was tied to a table, her head bleeding. I feel so bad for Chase, he must be consumed with hate and rage; that's what I'm trying to help him out of, this hasn't helped at all.
Connor came and took her to the Hospital Wing, and wouldn't let me come in, so I snuck in and hid behind the bed thingy. Sam and Connor were looking after her, and I made an entrance with my special French Creme Brulee! (That means burnt cream in French.) Although Connor was getting annoyed, to make things worse, I had to go to the EH and ask if anyone knew who did that to Rhea. I didn't know they wanted to keep it 'Private', so Zane von I'vegotacomplicatedsurnamenoonecanspellproperly came upstairs and talked to Rhea, while Connor shot at my with his 'poison arrow look' and I left, feeling unwanted. I suspect Sam, and Connor, and Rhea, and Zane Von blahblahblah dislike me. Hm, Andrew will make me feel happier.

Nathaniel Rhomas

Tree-Hugger Diaries

20th Of January
Everyone who properly knows what happened to Rhea is giving me evil looks. I haven't found out if they know who did it yet, but I haven't plucked up the courage to go and talk to Rhea about it. I don't even know if Rhea will listen to me. That makes two things to apologize to Rhea for, maybe three, I don't feel like counting.
I want Andrew. He can take my pain from me, so fast. As soon as we see each-other, our pains melt away, brothers, healing their scars.
I feel so, so sinned, and so... dark. I've never felt this way before.
I keep seeing Andrew on the floor, dead, blood dripping from his fingers, and then I kneel down and cry. It's horrible.
I think that's these stupid potions I'm making. I knew fish slime was bad for you...
I feel so, empty.

Nathaniel Rhomas

Tree-Hugger Diaries

20th Of January (again)
Sam asked to talk with me, like she used to do, in CE. She was talking to me about her love life. It felt weird to be the one listening to someone who is confused, and lost like I was, and still am. Although, I tried to help as much as I could, but really, it's up to Sam what she does.
I talked wih Zane Von Mecklenberg and Joki Wilde today. They're quite nice, despite the rumours, and they asked me to sit with them at the Slytherin table! Well, that was mainly because some weird kid was bleeding all over the place, and it made me feel uncomfortable, especially what happened last week. I know Zane is hiding something, something big. I asked what wa behind his mask, and he said alot of interesting stuff. I think I worked out what he's hiding though, it was easy to work out, considering what they said. I wonder if Joki is hiding something too? She seems too... I don't know. What makes Zane treat her so, 'high' like a queen? I want to find out! Yeah, I'm extremely nosy.
I think Zane and Joki are going to play an important role sometime soon, they seem to be hiding away, as if nothing is wrong, like they are normal.
I demand to know. I think they are holding the key to something, dark.

Nathaniel Rhomas

Tree-Hugger Diaries

22st Of January
I was just thinking about Sam. I don't know why everyone thinks she's 'just a pretty face' and a 'backstabbing wench'? What has she done wrong?
I mean, the whole thing with Chase wasn't that bad was it? It was only Sam dumping Chase because their relationship wasn't going anywhere.
Or was it?
I don't know.
I want to go see Andrew again. As soon as he comes near me, I've submerged from my dark tunnels I dig myself into. He's my drug, my addiction, my life-support. And he's all mine.
Wow, I've become good at this deep-meaning stuff used in poems. It's fun! And for the sake of it, I'm gonna try a poem right now:
Come to me
to feel my protection
a countdown to my revelation
no more respect
for your regrets
And your time has come
The silent scream is stronger now
you cannot keep it too long
this cloud evolving into rain
your desert seems so far now
Come into my arms

If you're wondering who this song is about then you can't- There I am again! Writing in here like it's another person! Honestly! I think I'm gonna go and... go for a swim in the lake, and test out my new potion!
You have to sleep for a few minutes giant squidy while I swim.
Oh, and if someone finds this and thinks I'm evil to animals, I'm not, it's just a stunning potion that basically let's them sink for about 2 minutes and then they can go. So yeah, it's doesn't hurt them or kill them!

Nathaniel Rhomas