(12/02/xx)
-Durious-

Its been so long... I thought I would be overwhelmed with joy after being released. But I don't know... I feel devoid of emotion at the moment. As if all the Dementors left me with was sentience...sentience and fear... Mother was bawling over me when I returned home with Xander. I wasn't sure what to or say. So I just stood there while she hugged and sobbed all over me. Father was probably just as dumb founded as I was when he got home. He didn't really say anything to me. I remember receiving a hand shake from him but that's about it. Xander offered to assist me with any resources I may need for my studies...if I wished to continue them.

Xander stayed for dinner but said he had to leave and get back to school. It was kind of nice to see Mother and Xander smiling again. Father... I'm not sure, he pretty much kept him self detached. I'm guessing he was fighting with with his pride and emotions, or I'd like to think that's the reason for his detachment... I felt detached myself. Not exactly sure why though.

Later in the evening, after everyone was in bed I decided to leave and clear my thoughts. Not sure exactly how to do it beyond an Oblivate Maxima but oh well. I guess I'll continue to roam until I can clear them for the most part.

I'm sorry if I make you cry mother. I just can't have you fussing over me right now...

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(02/12/xx)
-Xander-

Brother has been so detached lately... He just keeps himself held up in Sliver's place. Every time I visit he seems detached, like he's lost. Though I guess I can't blame him much. With what he's been through. I just wish he would notice how much people care. Maybe if he hung out with his old friends? Though... That may be bad... Especially if she ever attends one of those outings...

On another note, my studies are proceeding as planned. With only a couple slight bumps here and there. Sadly, Seril's transformation was somewhat of a failure, though entertaining at the least...

I still need that feather! Though acquiring it could be painful for him and myself... I wonder if the feather will work like the hair? If so I'd rather just gather the hair. Less painful for him and myself.

Speaking of feathers... Perhaps I should try and set up another dueling competition? It would be grand to see Drado and Connor go at it again. Amongst other things...


*a doodle of a winged stick figure taking what looks like a needle to a bubble surrounding another stick figure, is at the bottom of the page*

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03/07/xx
-Xander-

*appears to be random rambling*
The tailed one... Not sure if she is friend or foe... I don't know her full extent but I do know she tends to lurk... Those who lurk tend to have subtle agendas... Hopefully she proves more useful than Dranco... I'll have to put tracking to the side and focus on detection... I'm not too thrilled that I was caught off guard... Though at least I can shoulder it off unlike Drado... They wont accept me with such failures... Perhaps I should put something on file...? Perhaps later...

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