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ShacadiaShay
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Post subject: Dear Diary, ...Love Shay: Shay's Views on Her Life  Posted: Sun Apr 19, 2009 10:51 pm |
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Joined: Wed Mar 11, 2009 11:35 pm
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Location: Australia
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<third year>
*Entry one*
Dear Diary,
well things here are ok i guess. Keefy (Keeferson) has been really busy & he got hurt today i was so worried... i really like him, & i dont want him to be sick or to get hurt all the time. people should be nicer to him. his not a freak like they say he his.
Thrin... well he used to be my best friend but i barly see him any more. Tysan is so CUTE. i have no idea what year he is now, but im so annoyed with him. he asked me to make out with him. NO WAY.
anyways... um Domi tried to ask me out for Nik last night. i said no, i mean Nik seams nice but i dont know him that well. also i sent him an owl to see if he wanted to join me for coffee but he never replied. i dont know whats going on there but yeah... i like Keefy, it really hurt when he said he wouldnt date me... i mean we hug & kiss & we always hang out. whats the difference between that & dating? its hurting me that his hugging other girls & his hanging out with Liss a lot, im getting a bit jealous... oh well i just wish he'd make up his mind.
holidays coming up & i've made no real effort to pack. ugh back to the leaky coldren while all the other kids go home to their families. they get parties & beaches & fun... what do i get a tiny room & nothing to do... no one to talk to... nothing, sometimes i wish i could just leave. fly off anywhere i like & live off magic, but NO you need to be old enough. i'm 14 whats wrong with magic? i'm really good at it.
anyways i'm going to bed.
Love Shay
OOC: edit to change text color
Last edited by ShacadiaShay on Sat May 23, 2009 1:54 am, edited 1 time in total.
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ShacadiaShay
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Post subject: Re: Dear Diary, .... Love Shay (Shays Veiws on her life...) Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 9:34 pm |
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Joined: Wed Mar 11, 2009 11:35 pm
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Location: Australia
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<third year>
*Entry Two*
Dear Diary,
enough is enough. i give up for now. i'm escaping, running away. that way that Ministry Hag cant take me & i can run my own life. i... i love Keef but lest face it.... he'll never love me.... i dont know where ill go... but for now only Keefy is allowed to know...
Love Shay
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ShacadiaShay
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Post subject: Re: Dear Diary, .... Love Shay (Shays Veiws on her life...) Posted: Wed Apr 22, 2009 6:22 pm |
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Joined: Wed Mar 11, 2009 11:35 pm
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Location: Australia
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<third year>
*Entry Three*
Dear Diary,
well im back at Hogwarts... Amy found me, she told me some stuff about Keefy, i dont believe half of it though. Keefy doesnt love me...
Hogwarts is my home, there i said it. its the only place i feel like i belong. even if im lonely & barely have any friends.... i really want to see Keef, but what if he doesnt want to see me?
I'm Scared.....
Love Shay
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ShacadiaShay
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Post subject: Re: Dear Diary, .... Love Shay (Shays Veiws on her life...) Posted: Thu May 07, 2009 7:17 pm |
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Joined: Wed Mar 11, 2009 11:35 pm
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<fourth year>
*Entry Four*
Dear Diary,
well, a lot of things are happening right now. i've been busy with homework & studying every chance i get. Keefy & i bearly saw each other for a few weeks & i really missed him.
i went on a date with Veiyne again, his really cute & very sweet. i wonder how it would be if i dated him. im so confused. i wish i had someone i could talk to...
i miss my family... some times when i cant sleep i lay there crying, wishing what happened in the past was really just a dream & that i can go home ing the holidays like everyone else... *ink smudged a bit with tears but writing is still easy to make out*
i wrote Keefy a poem...My Special Friend
a special friend is hard to find
someone who is sweet & very kind
who is always there when needed
who after months of not talking
is still happy to be by your side
i have a friend just like this
who makes me feel such happiness
when i'm tearful
he puts a smile back on my face
he thinks i'm beautiful & special
he sees right through my fake smile
& replaces it with a laughing one
he is my closest loving friend
& i want him with me
best friends
until the endi've been writing a lot... & drawing...
*roughly pasted in*
((i dont claim as my own.))
i'm thinking of writing some songs... i have some ideas but i dont think they're that good...
anyway um... i've been really sick.. i actually took potion from the nurse tasted horrible but was feeling better within a few hours...
i might go find Keef now.
Love Shay
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ShacadiaShay
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Post subject: Re: Dear Diary, .... Love Shay (Shays Veiws on her life...) Posted: Sun May 17, 2009 8:44 am |
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Joined: Wed Mar 11, 2009 11:35 pm
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Location: Australia
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<fourth year>
*Entry Fifth*
Dear Diary,
i'm now dating Veiyne, we meet twice in classroom 11. his a great Kisser... i got my irst Pash today. he remembered my birthday & get me, the most gorgeous pendant. it's of two dragons intertwined, one holding a Ruby & the other an Emerald.
Keefy... what can i say? i feel like i hardly know him anymore... he gave me a new passport & some documents so i can go anywhere in Europe & America/Canada its really sweet.
um... not much has happened still stuck with spells... i've been very Ill & forgetting things & a Slythein guy burnt me, knocking me out...
i'm going to bed
Love Shay
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ShacadiaShay
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Post subject: Re: Dear Diary, .... Love Shay (Shays Veiws on her life...) Posted: Sat May 23, 2009 1:49 am |
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Joined: Wed Mar 11, 2009 11:35 pm
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<fourth year>
*Entry Six*
Dear Diary,
Well um what can i say... Veiyne admitted to me he was only dating me cus he felt sorry for me, he said i looked troubled & he wanted to see me happy. i guess him wanting me happy is a good thing but i'm still upset... what if no one really loves me? what if no one cares about me enough to want me?
Does Keef love me? is he genuine? does he really care or is he just like Veiyne? i hope he does care... he kept me from braking down so much over the years... i'm thinking i might leave... try transferring schools or something... but i love Keef, i always have. i dont think i could leave. not with him staying here for me.
why is life so hard? still struggling to keep up with all my school work. i'm studying all the time. i still struggle... i need help... & these blank outs, why am i not remembering things? am i going crazy?
i need HELP.....
кто-то угождает помогает мне, за исключением меня от себя…
Love Shay
OOC: the writing is scribbled in parts.
the Russian passage says: "someone please help me, save me from myself..."
tears and smudged ink all over
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ShacadiaShay
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Post subject: Re: Dear Diary, .... Love Shay (Shays Veiws on her life...) Posted: Fri Jun 12, 2009 10:04 pm |
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Location: Australia
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*Entry Seven*Dear Diary,
things have never been this good.... not in a very long time. i'm beginning to open my eyes, Roland is now opening my heart.
Roland.... what can i say his so sweet & kind. he makes me happy. it's like.... i dont know how to describe it. he just does.... i hope things work out.
Love Shay
((i don't clam this as my own))
ooc: pasted in so it sits perfectly is a drawing by Shay
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Post subject: Re: Dear Diary, .... Love Shay (Shays Veiws on her life...) Posted: Sun Jun 14, 2009 1:35 pm |
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*Entry Eight*Dear Diary,
i've given up on love.... guys can be so mean... Roland is just like Veiyne.... but i wonder who it is he really loves...
i guess i should focus on studying for my owls.... my night mare last night was horrible.... i dont think i can take them much longer maybe i should brake into Snapes Potion cupboard again...
anyways here's some drawings...
((i don't clam this as my own))
((i don't clam this as my own))
Love Shay
ooc: roughly pasted in.
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ShacadiaShay
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Post subject: Re: Dear Diary, ...Love Shay: Shay's Views on Her Life Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 6:14 am |
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*many many pages have been filled over the last year, with writing of events happening in and out of class.*
<Sixth Year>
*Entry Nine*
Dear Diary,
wow... well i haven't written in a while. been studying so much lately. Kefferson finally replied to me. sent me some robes a beautiful necklace and earrings. he and i have drifted so far apart. i told him i needed to move on with my life, and that he. if really really cared needs to leave me alone. i still miss what we had but im happy, i know he cared for me and no one can take that from me.
Love Shay
*several pages more of entries about school, ect*
*Entry Ten*
Dear Diary,
studying so hard lately. i think i'll be able to manage my N.E.W.T.S when they finally come. i know its ages away but i want to be prepared.
i signed up to Steven Walker's Healing classes too. i'm thinking of either taking the easy road and becoming a healer at ST Mungos or.... opening a pre magic-school. so like ages 5-10yrs of kids that show magical ability, learning to control it. but without spells and wands. i dunno... maybe more like a daycare. not really sure.
well almost dinner time.
Love Shay
*Entry Eleven*
Dear Diary,
sorry for not writing in a few days, like always i've been busy with classes.
today i went for a walk to the courtyard and into the wizards chess club rooms... i met a guy Maxwell Stone. he's sweet enough... he started teaching me how to play Wizards Chess, i had so much fun. even if we did sort of argue at the end. he promised we can play again.
Love Shay
*Entry Twelve*
Dear Diary,
we last night i went out with some other students to 'the green door'
i had so much fun even if we did just play truth and dare. i got a new nick name from little Kiwi, i cant recall her real name at the moment... she calls me Cadi. its sweet. she fell asleep in my lap, so i carried her back to a friends house & flooed her back to the castle, taking her to her common room where a prefect took her to put her to bed.
i enjoyed my time out and now i realize i need new clothes...
Love Shay
*Entry Thirteen*
Dear Diary,
Well today was like any other, woke up, got dressed, went to double potions. Snape took points from Griffindor, we all laughed. went back to my room, got changed then...
well i Owled Matthew Pace, one of my oldest friends. one of my best friends.. i went and had lunch then he and i met in the dueling chambers where he helped me with Conjuring. i couldn't believe it i managed a Chair and an Easel perfectly, a tea table not so much.
i was having so much fun mucking around poking him. it just sort of happened...
i kissed him, then i cried, and he and i were talking, i kissed him again. it felt good, my heart fluttered, my belly was full of butterflies. i realized for the first time in over a year... I'm in love with one of my best friends.... only he's with someone and it hurts...
he said we could continue kissing if no one found out... but i told him we should think about what happened...
i'm so confused. i've always liked Matt, but i didnt think it was like this... now i cant get him out of my head... what can i do?
Love Shay
*this last entry is splattered with tears*
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ShacadiaShay
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Post subject: Re: Dear Diary, ...Love Shay: Shay's Views on Her Life Posted: Sun Mar 13, 2011 4:03 am |
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Location: Australia
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*Entry Fourteen*
Dear Diary,
Today Matt and I went to classroom eleven and talked about everything.he wants to see if things with his girlfriend works out. but we can keep kissing as long as no one knows about us... he wants me to be he's 'dirty little secret'... makes me so upset...
i hate how i feel for him...
Shacadia
*Entry Fithteen*
Dear Diary,
Last Night i couldn't sleep so i snuck up stairs and went to the kitchen. only Matt was the Prefect on patrol and he caught me. so he joined me in the kitchen, he wasn't all there. i think he's finally feeling guilt about all this... maybe he'll leave he's girlfriend? we kissed a little then i left him..
Shacadia
*Entry Sixteen*
Dear Diary,
so i told someone... Karen Bonoa i dont know her very well but i just sort of broke down. she says Matts a lier... i wasnt really paying attention. i was to busy crying.. maybe Matt will come to his sense and choose.
Shacadia
*Entry Seventeen*
Dear Diary,
Thank Merlin, Tera is back. i've missed her so much. shes so sweet and caring. she has the best smile and it feels good to hug her and rest in her arms...
Confused
Shacadia.
*Entry Eighteen*
Dear Diary,
So i was helping Sapphire today with dueling and Tera showed up sometime through. I was so busy i didnt notice her reading. Shes so beautiful.... Steven Walker took over Sapph's mentoring, so i sat with Tera and we talked.. i told her about the Matt thing.
it seems there are rumors circulating about Matt and me... anyways. i also told her about my confused feelings for her, so now i'm planing a date... i'm not really sure where to take her. i thought i could set up a picnic some where. i'm not sure...
i dont want to take her to the teashop its too typical and taking her to the three broomsticks isn't very romantic...
lost
Shacadia
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