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Author:  ShacadiaShay [ Wed May 27, 2009 8:38 pm ]
Post subject:  Shays dreams/thoughts diary for Zane

*page one*

Dreaming....

OOC: the writing written with a shaky hand in Russian first & then neater in English

Running through the the halls,
don't know where i'm going,
but i have to get away,
Their after us,
"quick run left,"
"turn right,"
"no go back" fire smoke,
up the stairs "quickly now,"
"faster Lyra, their gaining on us,"
"they're up stairs too Shacadia,
now what do we do?,"
"quick in here,"

we're now in a room painted black,
Lyra puts a chair against the door,
i run to the window,
"quick, Lyra help me,
we need to open it",
pushing the window, trying to open it,
BANG BANG BANG,
"hurry Shacadia, their trying to get in,"
i kick the window,
the glass shatters,
cutting my leg,
we push the rest out,
& i place my jacket over the sill,
Lyra steps out onto the ledge,
& runs down the fire escape stairs,
i step out too,

The door brakes open behind me,
i freeze,
"run Shacadia, run,"
i look back at them,
the enter the room,
a large werewolf in the lead,
"why are you doing this?",
tears run down my cheeks,
"Shacadia quick he'll kill you,"
"why Dad?
i never did anything to you,"

fire bursts around me,
as the werewolf steps forward,
the flame engulfing my body,
but it doesn't burn,
"Dad? stop this!",
"Shacadia? Shacadia?" screams Lyra from below,
my heart beating faster,
i turn & jump,

"leave us be" i say falling,
the ground seams so far below,
not the 25storeys it truly is,
"Shacadia!!! NO, SHACADIA",
I hit the ground,
a sudden crack,
"Shacadia" Lyra runs to where i lay,
tears streaming down her pale face,
"Shacadia come back,
i can't do this alone",
my blood everywhere,
she lays down weeping beside me,
my body half in her lap,
"Shacadia i need you",
our father upstairs grinning down on the sight,
says some words Lyra can't hear,
Lyra lets out a shilling scream,
a sudden crack,
there we lay hand in hand,
Dead

Author:  ShacadiaShay [ Thu May 28, 2009 9:59 am ]
Post subject:  Re: Shays dreams/thoughts diary for Zane

these are drawings i did last night.... i dont remember doing them... they were all over the floor & i woke beside them.

Image
((i do not claim these as my own))

Image
((i do not claim these as my own))

i'm seriously freaking out Zane... the emerald thing is working im trying to write everything down... please i need more

Author:  ShacadiaShay [ Thu Jun 04, 2009 7:06 pm ]
Post subject:  Re: Shays dreams/thoughts diary for Zane

((the previous pages full of random words & doodling, mainly hearts with daggers in them or big scratch marks & tears. with wolves, turning into people & people turning into wolves))

*page six*


a poem

"the hunt begins"
his voice echos through the forest
i run as fast as i can
trying hard not to trip
i'm running out of breath
& his catching up

i search for a place to hide
but his to close
he can see me
i take a deep breath
& try to keep going

wolves howl & i scream
his right behind me
i keep on running
spreading open my wings
ready to fly

he grabs me
holding me
pinning me to the ground
sinking his teeth into my neck
blood gushing

DEAD


*Page Seven*

torn in two

dying inside
with this pain
i can not hide
why do things have to be like this
i have people who love me
someone to care for me
yet something's missing
it's like i'm being torn
into two separate parts
the half that is ok
& the part
that's just hanging on
everything's happening so fast
i sit down
& it's like i watching
someone else's life
it's so confusing
i just want to cry


*Page Eight*

Whats going on in my life?
i don't understand
why is it so stuffed up
its not going the way i planed
people always talking
but i cant hear what they say
is this really my life & not just a dream?
i wish it were
cause then when i wake up
it'll all be ok
but i cant turn back the clock
i cant stop today
i wish i could
dear me what have i done......
things will never be the same..........


*Page nine*

Image
((i dont claim as my own))

((all poems used in this ARE mine. they ARE parts or all mine. my poetry page is here. http://allpoetry.com/poem/by/Shacadia%20Shay ))

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