So, I am going on some bad times right now and I would just like to give a few details about why. Almost a year ago one of my best friends passed away. It has been a hard enough year as it is and the stress of Senior Year did not help.

Last week I recieved my rejection letter from the college of my dreams and that sorta sent me over the edge.

I managed to pull myself together when, this weekend, I was informed another friend had passed away due to Insulin shock. She was a very close friend and a lovely person to have around. Today in school, since she was such a huge part of my school while she was here, we had the typical 'If you need help come talk to us in the auditorium' and it was hard just hearing all the wonderful things about her and knowing I could not be able to see these things or hear her laugh again. I ended up missing the entire day and spending it with my friends in a large pile of crying students.

During the last period of the day, I was talking to my friends about how much I loved them and would die if anyone else left me when another friend asked to speak to me in private. She informed me she had found out she had brain cancer and has less then a year to live. Needless to say I have been a wreck and I apologize if me being gone messes up any RP or if I do get in game and suddenly leave it is probably because I broke down again. I love you all and I am very thankful to have you.

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West Coltern:7th Year Ravenclaw EXPELLED
Steven Walker:7th Year Gryffindor

I really don't know what to say except I hope that things get better for you soon and I'm sorry for your loss.

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Sara Mason: Gryffindor 1st Year
Jessica Ashcraft: Ravenclaw 6th Year
Selena Senocen: Slytherin 7th Year

Si vous aimez quelqu'un, dites-le lui.

Your life is really in a bad spot right know Stev' I can only hope you'll come out of it even stronger. I am sorry for all your losses and all the terrible things that are happening in your life.
As for the RP, I already know people will understand and that they should keep their OOC drama to themselves when it comes to jumping out of RP or messing something up. So do not worry about it. Worry about getting better.
*Hug*
The only thing we can do in life, is survive and pick ourselves back up again. Try to give yourself new goals and dreams, find a project something to get away from the pain when it gets too strong. I also think a therapist is needed.

Courage Steven.

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*Roselyn "Red" Synders Gryffindor 7th year
* Tristan Durie Ravenclaw 1st year
*Liline Milne Slytherin 1st year

We're here for you whenever you feel up to being around. Take care of yourself. It's a good reminder to us all to love the ones we have while we have them.

Oh God, Steven! I'm seriously crying right now. I feel for you, so bad, I really do. That's just so terrible.. I don't really know what's left to say.. Just remember that we're here for you. I'm here for you. If you need -anything- just contact us somehow. PM, MSN, email, facebook, whatever you can! Please, just be okay.

That's awful. My sincere condolences and I really hope that things do get better for you.

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Anastasia McLaren - 4th year Slytherin
Anna Daljera - 3rd year Gryffindor
Shizuka Matsuri - 2nd year Ravenclaw

Loosing someone close is always hard, I actually cried reading this.
Im really sorry for your losses, and hope you all the best. I know how hard it
can be, for going similar through few years ago.

I also think our friends would want us continue living fully, remembering
the fond memories of there lives. It willl be hard, and I thought a long time, that
it's impossible but I came through it eventually.

Good luck for you, and again I'm really sorry for you and hope all gets better for you.

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Kaori Sakuragi, 6th year Ravenclaw